Mah .. what say?
is that in fact I do not know what to say 
So why I am here to say something, then if I actually just said that I have nothing to say?
Sssssi U_U anyway ... Happy New Year
"" "I had to write 
yesterday but I did because I wanted to wait for all HoVaVi was the first time gennaGLio 
..." said, that being said ( -cit. Costy
prof) and the positive expectations that I had last week for the arrival of this new year, have vanished into thin air I have to say that basically I have no particular negative feelings, but certainly not positive I know I can not blame someone for this: it is my fault unnecessarily waste time doing nothing; fault if you need my neglect, it is my fault if I do so many things but in the end I can not even complete half of it is my fault if I make promises I can not keep it permanently, disappointing all my fault, fault I feel if they un'emerita failure, it is my fault I feel so empty ...
end with this pathetic attempt to complain. It 's absurd, there are too many serious problems of mine, who would complain only volumes ... boh, bon know, maybe self-centered, I can think of right words and I hate to even find one.
But basically I'm so, I will deny it as a part of me is so disgustingly selfish and hypocritical. I have two personalities have always been conscious, but lately I can not manage that, fn are too different and do they punched each other. Nobody gets the better of the two are equal, are slowly undoing each other and if they find a compromise, sooner or later and will only kill a huge void.
do not know what I wrote I'm not going to even read it, if not erase everything, and perhaps the one hand it would be better ... but the one part I need to vent too, just write it makes me feel a little better.
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